wow, long time, no blog (whoaaah the whole posting thingy has changed and now it's neat and pretty!)
I'm bored with a side order of bored, so I'm playing around on polyvore making style collages and I thought I would try my hand at maybe doing a little somethin', somethin'...
I've put in their comfort shoes, and their, what I call, 'no-nonsense-hunting-shoes'. Okay, so it's not a snappy title, but whatever. I remember Shannon and I talking (forever agoooo) about how at the beginning of the girls' journey, they'd probably have really distinct styles from their old lives, but as they spent more time with the boys, you would begin to see little changes, inspired by their life on the road. Like for example, Emmy would wear her leather jacket more or Lauren would buy a pair of sturdy boots instead of the flats she used to wear to church. They would both begin to wear more layers and jumpers as they realise how often they would spend sleeping in the back of the impala on cold nights when they were nowhere near a motel. That sort of thing. And of course, Lauren's rosaries are included. I completely forgot we were going to have her be quite a religious character until I found Shannon's background notes and research! If I had the dedication to keep writing, I would love to have an arc that perhaps deals with Lauren's strong faith in contrast to Dean's lack thereof (which would probably be dealt with in 'Houses of the Holy'). I really love exploring these characters and exploring my headcanons and I haven't done that in a very long time.
NOSTALGIC RAMBLINGS AHEAD: I find it really scary that this whole idea was created in like 2009 and now it's 2012 and so much has changed. I feel like this whole BIGLY AU universe represents something pretty nostalgic to me, and I've found myself really drawn to it again (and supernatural in general, except ew season 6 what even are you). I feel like these girls came to represent a friendship I cherished, but unfortunately dismissed, and when I read over fics and episodes we've written, it's like I've gone back in time and it's 2009 again and everything is lovely. Hmm, I don't know. I guess I'm saying I miss them and I miss writing and I miss this non-existent world and there are lots of other things I miss that I won't go into. I'LL PROBABLY END UP MAKING FANMIXES AND STUFF BECAUSE IT'S STILL BLOODY RAINING IN THE UK.
anywhooooo~
talk soon xoxox
Monday, 9 July 2012
Friday, 19 August 2011
Quick Sketches
Wednesday, 29 June 2011
AUs
I have an AU where Dean knows Seth and he visits him during the events of Dead in the Water. he meets Emmy, kinda falls for her but doesn't want to intrude on Seth, especially since the two are engaged. But as he spends more time with Seth, he sees the relationships is slowly falling to bits and he finds out about Candy and gets very pissed off. Plus, despite herself Emmy slowly falls for Dean little by little as he comforts her over Seth's actions.
This is the theme song of this AU;
AU2
This is basically because I want Lam to happen haha. In all honesty, this one just consists of Sam not sleeping with Meredith in Heart because he finally gets it into his thick skull that Lauren has been pining for him since they were in college together. Despite this, she seems to think they slept together and generally gets all pissed off and threatens to leave and go home but Sam stops her and Lam occurs yay.
Personally I like the first AU better, it's actually detailed and I even tried to vid it one time. (Failed, miserably but that's beside the point)
ps, I'm currently writing part of Shadow. Should be halfway through soonish. Also, will be restarting Nightmare since what I have so far is beyond terrible.
This is the theme song of this AU;
AU2
This is basically because I want Lam to happen haha. In all honesty, this one just consists of Sam not sleeping with Meredith in Heart because he finally gets it into his thick skull that Lauren has been pining for him since they were in college together. Despite this, she seems to think they slept together and generally gets all pissed off and threatens to leave and go home but Sam stops her and Lam occurs yay.
Personally I like the first AU better, it's actually detailed and I even tried to vid it one time. (Failed, miserably but that's beside the point)
ps, I'm currently writing part of Shadow. Should be halfway through soonish. Also, will be restarting Nightmare since what I have so far is beyond terrible.
Monday, 6 June 2011
Download BIGLY, you say?
Call this an experiment. Basically, I'm getting an ipod touch, which is capable of reading pdf files. So, naturally in preparation, I converted all my BIGLY files into pdfs so I can read them on the go. So, I want to see how easy it would be to download said files for others. This is also a little apology for a serious lack of posting on my part.
Faith: Download
I edited it quite a bit last night, changed a few lines/scenes, but if there's still stupid mistakes with spelling and the like, blame it entirely on my clumsy fingers.
In other news: Alexis has been confirmed to play Lauren Scott in Sleepaway Reunion Camp, and Zooey will be in a television show known as The New Girl this autumn on FOX.
Faith: Download
I edited it quite a bit last night, changed a few lines/scenes, but if there's still stupid mistakes with spelling and the like, blame it entirely on my clumsy fingers.
In other news: Alexis has been confirmed to play Lauren Scott in Sleepaway Reunion Camp, and Zooey will be in a television show known as The New Girl this autumn on FOX.
Tuesday, 19 April 2011
Companion Piece - No Rest for the Wicked
Greatly inspired by Junie's fic over on her blog. This is a so called companion piece only for the fact that it slots in nicely with what she's written :)
I'm super sorry for my long absences.
Song - Blinding ~ Florence + the Machine
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It was there. In the exhalation of a breath. In the rustling of the sheets in the
dark. He should have been peaceful. He should have been savouring the moment.
dark. He should have been peaceful. He should have been savouring the moment.
Should be- always living up to an unspoken expectation.
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He was dying. At least, he was on his way to Death’s door. Just a few more steps
and even fewer knocks and he would be gone.
and even fewer knocks and he would be gone.
we’re cutting it close, I know.
No second chance. No goodbye.
Hearts thumping in tandem. Beating out rhythms in the dark.
A stirring of warmth at his side. He slipped in and out of his misshapen dreams.
Dreams of blood and fear and teeth.
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He wakes and she’s there. She’s always there. Always will be. Shame he won’t.
you’re not going to go to hell. i'm not going to let you.
He cracks his eyes and she’s staring. Green meets pitch black.
everything’s gonna be okay.
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‘Everything’s gonna be okay,’ she says it, eyes staring, mouth twitching. He stiffens. He blinks.
She’s Emmy again and he’s still dying.
She’s Emmy again and he’s still dying.
‘Yeah, we’ll find a way,’ he agrees, kissing her head.
He knows they won’t.
Tuesday, 8 February 2011
Revelations.
"And I will give power unto my two witnesses, and they shall prophesy. These are the two olive trees, and the two candlesticks..." (Rev 11:3- 4 )
Just gonna leave that there for future reference.
I was looking through texts tonight and I found one from Shannon from around 13th June 2010 when we were discussing a 'bigger picture'. A bigger plot, with twists and turns and symbolism, and everything we thought BIGLY would need to keep people enthralled. And Shannon found the answer. And it was glorious and perfect and all we need to do is write our asses off to get to the point where people can be like, 'DIDN'T SEE THAT ONE COMING.'
Thought I would update.
-xo Robyn
Just gonna leave that there for future reference.
I was looking through texts tonight and I found one from Shannon from around 13th June 2010 when we were discussing a 'bigger picture'. A bigger plot, with twists and turns and symbolism, and everything we thought BIGLY would need to keep people enthralled. And Shannon found the answer. And it was glorious and perfect and all we need to do is write our asses off to get to the point where people can be like, 'DIDN'T SEE THAT ONE COMING.'
Thought I would update.
-xo Robyn
Sunday, 30 January 2011
Faith.
Because I feel guilty in having not posted in a long time. Have some 'Faith'...pun not intended.
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Lauren watched placidly as Sam clicked away at his laptop. She had seen the small, almost painful winces that scrunched up his features, the widening of his eyes, the jerks of his head. She wanted to ask him what he had found, but something kept her mouth shut. She sat on the edge of the room’s double bed, facing the small table that held Sam’s laptop. The only beam of light, which lit up the entire room with a pleasant yellow glow, came from the single window behind Sam. Lauren turned towards the front door as she heard the sound of the key in the lock. Dean came into the room, hands in his pockets. Emmy followed shortly after, flinging her jacket onto the bed beside Lauren. Dean’s eyes darted between them, his emotionless face turned into a slight frown when he saw the expression on his brother’s face.
‘What’d you find out?’
Lauren’s mouth fell a little, the one question she had been dying to ask him but she was too scared…and Dean comes barging in and asks it straight out.
‘I’m sorry.’ Sam’s apology came as a shock to everyone, all eyes turned to the youngest Winchester.
‘Sorry about what?’ Dean questioned, his eyebrows slowly knitting together.
‘Marshall Hall died at 4:17.’ His brother answered, staring down at his palms. Dean’s mouth fell open in shock.
‘That’s the same time you were healed,’ Emmy stated quietly, sitting down beside Lauren.
‘Exactly. I put together a list of everyone Roy’s ever healed, six people in the past year, and I cross checked them with the local obits.’ Sam handed his brother a pile of research. ‘Every time someone was healed, someone else died. Each time, the victim died of the same symptom LeGrange was healing at the time.’
‘So someone’s healed of cancer, someone dies of cancer.’ Lauren concluded.
‘Wait, wait, wait.’ Dean shook his head in disbelief. ‘So Marshall Hall died to save me?’
‘The guy would’ve died anyway and someone else would have been healed.’ Sam answered, throwing his best reassuring smile at his brother, but his best wasn’t good enough.
‘You never should’ve brought me here.’ Dean sighed, pacing the room.
‘We were just trying to save your life!’ Emmy defended, throwing a knowing look to Sam. Lauren sat still, watching the scene unfold.
‘But now some guy is dead because of me.’
‘We didn’t know that.’ Emmy sighed, throwing her hands in the air in exasperation, ‘How were we supposed to know that this would happen? We’re not psychic!’
Sam shifted in his seat. Dean continued to pace, his head moving back and forth as he shook it slowly.
‘The thing I don’t understand is how is Roy doing it? How he’s trading a life for a life?’ Sam pondered, closing his laptop lid over and resting one hand on it.
‘Something else is doing it for him,’ corrected Dean. ‘There’s only one thing that can give and take a life like that.’
Emmy and Lauren exchanged a confused look, ‘What?’ They asked in unison.
‘We’re dealing with a reaper.’
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I will be writing during my free periods tomorrow in school because I'm finally getting the writer's bug but my parents want me off my laptop so I can catch up on some much needed post-exam sleep.
Love, Robyn.
xo
Some music I fell in love with lately:
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Lauren watched placidly as Sam clicked away at his laptop. She had seen the small, almost painful winces that scrunched up his features, the widening of his eyes, the jerks of his head. She wanted to ask him what he had found, but something kept her mouth shut. She sat on the edge of the room’s double bed, facing the small table that held Sam’s laptop. The only beam of light, which lit up the entire room with a pleasant yellow glow, came from the single window behind Sam. Lauren turned towards the front door as she heard the sound of the key in the lock. Dean came into the room, hands in his pockets. Emmy followed shortly after, flinging her jacket onto the bed beside Lauren. Dean’s eyes darted between them, his emotionless face turned into a slight frown when he saw the expression on his brother’s face.
‘What’d you find out?’
Lauren’s mouth fell a little, the one question she had been dying to ask him but she was too scared…and Dean comes barging in and asks it straight out.
‘I’m sorry.’ Sam’s apology came as a shock to everyone, all eyes turned to the youngest Winchester.
‘Sorry about what?’ Dean questioned, his eyebrows slowly knitting together.
‘Marshall Hall died at 4:17.’ His brother answered, staring down at his palms. Dean’s mouth fell open in shock.
‘That’s the same time you were healed,’ Emmy stated quietly, sitting down beside Lauren.
‘Exactly. I put together a list of everyone Roy’s ever healed, six people in the past year, and I cross checked them with the local obits.’ Sam handed his brother a pile of research. ‘Every time someone was healed, someone else died. Each time, the victim died of the same symptom LeGrange was healing at the time.’
‘So someone’s healed of cancer, someone dies of cancer.’ Lauren concluded.
‘Wait, wait, wait.’ Dean shook his head in disbelief. ‘So Marshall Hall died to save me?’
‘The guy would’ve died anyway and someone else would have been healed.’ Sam answered, throwing his best reassuring smile at his brother, but his best wasn’t good enough.
‘You never should’ve brought me here.’ Dean sighed, pacing the room.
‘We were just trying to save your life!’ Emmy defended, throwing a knowing look to Sam. Lauren sat still, watching the scene unfold.
‘But now some guy is dead because of me.’
‘We didn’t know that.’ Emmy sighed, throwing her hands in the air in exasperation, ‘How were we supposed to know that this would happen? We’re not psychic!’
Sam shifted in his seat. Dean continued to pace, his head moving back and forth as he shook it slowly.
‘The thing I don’t understand is how is Roy doing it? How he’s trading a life for a life?’ Sam pondered, closing his laptop lid over and resting one hand on it.
‘Something else is doing it for him,’ corrected Dean. ‘There’s only one thing that can give and take a life like that.’
Emmy and Lauren exchanged a confused look, ‘What?’ They asked in unison.
‘We’re dealing with a reaper.’
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I will be writing during my free periods tomorrow in school because I'm finally getting the writer's bug but my parents want me off my laptop so I can catch up on some much needed post-exam sleep.
Love, Robyn.
xo
Some music I fell in love with lately:
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